today dad need to go johor for work,
so i reach office quite early ~
im damn tired now...my face is really look scary !

mum was do body check last week,
so today she get her report...
doctor say she resistance of liver is already not much
& suspect she had thalassemia...
ask her isit she already married & have child ?
cause if who has thalassemia, is can't married
although is married, but can't pregnant !
cause this thalassemia will heredity,
mean maybe me & bro will be affected...
if me and bro is has thalassemia so we can't married too,
ask the doctor ask us to do body check,
shit shit shit shit ! body check need draw blood !!
DRAW BLOOD ?! i will FAINT *_*
beside this my waist is really pain &
my period is already stop for a month...
my health is really look like got problem ~

then grandma now is already stable,
doctor say she didn't any cancer ,
just her liver is got virus...
& those virus is can remove by own resistance,
she now is still rest in hospital for recuperate...
really hope she can back home soon...


i'll SMILE :]
18 May 2009